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It’s been a long road, feeling all alone
I’ll pack my bag and I’ll head for the highway
That leads me through the stars and walk straight through that doorway
Down the lonely road I travel (Lonely road)
By myself but not alone (I am not alone)
As the mystery unravels (Mystery)
Seems I’m a long way far from home (I am a far from home)
Misfits and mediums teaching mystical concepts
I've been having dreams and visions of when the gods wept
Close your eyes, sit in silence, start to reflect
Awake at sunrise; work my magic until the sun sets
Help me understand the mysteries like an oracle
Daily in my scripture the Bible is metaphorical
Astrotheology, as above, so it is below.
Nebula of Orion, starseed with a golden glow
Kundalini arises when I meditate
And speak on ancient knowledge like the books of Micah Dank
Down the lonely road I travel (Lonely road)
By myself but not alone (I am not alone)
As the mystery unravels (Mystery)
Seems I’m a long way far from home (I am a far from home)
Spirituality is very natural to me
Came out of religion because there was too many casualties
Heal the sick and raise the dead and now the blind see
Then get confronted by the Pharisees and Sadducees.
Never found my place within this world, it is not my home
I know you're different too, so I had to put it in a song
People like to party, get sedated until they’re long gone
Me I hunt for UFOS and film em with my cell phone
Others having dreams and memories of a different life
A fallen angel with another chance to get it right
Down the lonely road I travel (Lonely road)
By myself but not alone (I am not alone)
As the mystery unravels (Mystery)
Seems I’m a long way far from home (I am a far from home)
There so much to say, there’s so much to explain
But I don’t know if the world is ready (Maybe the world is not ready)
But I’ll try if you will let me (I’ll try if you will let me)
There so much to say, there’s so much to explain
But I don’t know if the world is ready (Maybe the world is not ready)
But I’ll try if you will let me (I’ll try if you will let me)
Laughed at and ridiculed, played the part of the fool
It almost killed me but my magic’s breaking all the rules
Listen up and listen well or throw it down a wishing well
We came from the stars, each one with a story to tell, yea
My father knows me well
My souls is not for sale
I’ll pack my bag and I’ll head for the highway
That leads me through the stars and walk straight through that doorway
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One thing I ask, and the one thing I need
Tell me that everything will be alright
That everything will be just fine
In my darkest hour (You’re right there)
You’re my strong tower (You’re right there)
At the end of my rope when I thought it was over
You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder
All I really even want within my life is to bring you honor
In this moment God I promise to be vulnerable and honest
But I still hear voices that call me a failure
And haunted memories bid me to take my life
I can’t handle the weight from all of these devils on my shoulder
And the alcohol, why can’t I seem to stay sober?
Because my father he gave me this cursed disorder
This painful addiction will never be the death of me
I will never ever let the shadow of in the valley be my controller
In the days of my youth I once let the dark side take over
But a light it will shine and the sun will arise
Igniting the sky as da light is breaking through
In my darkest hour (You’re right there)
You’re my strong tower (You’re right there)
At the end of my rope when I thought it was over
You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder
In my darkest hour
In my In my darkest time
I would look upon da clock while it ran by
Never knew a God on standby
Possessed by 6 on a landslide
Locked in the box with my hands tied
Pumping murder through the mind while they heard a might
I might become so they tried to make a man die
Tormented night and day and I could not find reprieve
Til I underwent an exorcism in 03
And I fell to hell in a deep dark well in a spell I was upside down
Heard a whisper telling me to call out now
So I gasped and I tried but I wheezed when I breathed
I screamed but the words just wouldn’t come out
J..ee..ss…usss
White light came down through da pit
So much peace so much love can you all feel it?
I was saved and engraved with Tzadik righteousness on my head
God came and he grabbed me up outta hell
And brought me back from the dead
My darkest hour
In my darkest hour (You’re right there)
You’re my strong tower (You’re right there)
At the end of my rope when I thought it was over
You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder
Sometimes I feel like you’re so far away
And sometimes I feel like I’m right beside you
My darkness falls when you step in the room
My love for you is unspeakable
But let me count the ways, Let me count the ways
Let me try to saying what I’m trying to say
I love you, I love you…. I love you.
In my darkest hour (You’re right there)
You’re my strong tower (You’re right there)
At the end of my rope when I thought it was over
You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder
I’ve never been here before, I don’t know where I’m going
If you lead me, I’ll follow
I will follow you to the edge of the world
One thing I ask, and the one thing I need
Tell me that everything will be alright
That everything will be just fine
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Why must I always stumble?
Don’t let my kingdom crumble
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
So many times I might fall
But still I’m not alone
Stumbling down, but I know
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
Distant voices in the night of the angels but also demons
Some devils dwell in the darkness plot murder, constantly scheming
Dark Entities looking for me bring messages while I'm sleeping
In the shadows they lurk in the day
Until they visit you while you're dreaming
In my mind was all but broken and fractured, fallen to pieces
Living life Without a meaning left my energy was depleted
My enemy had me tripping and thinking I was defeated
But the one thing he forgot is that I believe in Jesus
He's an ever present help always on time and shows up right when I need him
At the end of my rope I was hopeless, yet for a season
Things ain't what they seem and the psyche can be deceiving
He brought healing to in my pain and gave mercy I'll never leave him
Through adversity found my purpose, unworthy, heart of a servant
Given a second chance so I give him all of my worship
My Service is unto God don't deserve it I didn't earn it
My burden he overturned it and pardoned my guilty verdict (Dear God)
Why must I always stumble?
Don’t let my kingdom crumble
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
So many times I might fall
But still I’m not alone
Stumbling down, but I know
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
Sin if it's lurking surly will find you
What was behind now walking beside you
Enter the truth and exit denial
Daily you're stuck in a violent cycle
Ascended knowledge deep in the bible
Jacob's ladder downward spiral
The Garden of Eden ancient arrival
The Land of Egypt following idols
God of Elijah part of a triune
Heaven within then hell outside you
Now the messiah here to guide you
Heavenly watchers here to try you
All part of a divine Tribune
Designed to teach and fine tune
Ignite the fire consume
Shine bright refine at high noon
Ignore the words the wicked I hear em chatter
Daily command my demons, speak loud as I see em scatter.
Victory is mine and I know that I’ve won the battle
As the rider on the white horse is seated upon his saddle, yea yea yea
Why must I always stumble?
Don’t let my kingdom crumble
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
So many times I might fall
But still I’m not alone
Stumbling down, but I know
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
Holy Spirit your love for me is irresistible (And I feel it now)
Jesus my knight in shining armor you came and saved the day
When there was no way and
Sometimes feel broken but never abandoned
Sometimes forgotten but never once forsaken
Walk hand in hand yea you and I will fly away into the sky
We’ll fly away into the sky (Into the sky)
Into the sky, yea
Why must I always stumble?
Don’t let my kingdom crumble
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
So many times I might fall
But still I’m not alone
Stumbling down, but I know
A hope from above gave me a reason to love
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I've tried to wash it all away, but the memory remains
Of my regret, so many mistakes, from the choices that I've made
But there’s something about the sun rise (Ever day)
That reminds me of your grace
How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain
As the fog it fades away
There’s something about the sun rise
Feel I’m a drifter who's drifting much further from the shore
My mind is brought to strange places, sometimes when I get bored
Ghost of the past they still haunt me and I can’t take no more
Repeating the visions of my father walking out the door
Sometimes I hate myself or at least I hate what I've become
Then I look around I start to see I'm not the only one
God I ask you to finish the work that you've begun
And please hear my prayer because God l right now I feel so numb
But I know emotions lie and one day that they are bound to change
So I won't be bullied by the demons of my yesterday
Here in this moment, the one thing that I very got to say
Please heal my pain or at least give me some novacane
I've tried to wash it all away, but the memory remains
Of my regret, so many mistakes, from the choices that I've made
But there’s something about the sun rise (Ever day)
That reminds me of your grace
How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain
As the fog it fades away
There’s something about the sun rise
When I hopeless you picked up the pieces I had broken
All in my emotions, you Gave me vision and kept me focused
I will never be quiet, you brought me peace in my dark psychosis
I will never keep silent, I'll speak your name at moment’s notice
You lift my head up and shine your light on me
Within your presence, we'll live eternally
I’ll never ever take it for granted
No no, No no
You’ve never abandoned your faithfulness.
But who am I in the presence of your majesty?
With all that I am I'll testify of your love for me (You love for me)
I've tried to wash it all away, but the memory remains
Of my regret, so many mistakes, from the choices that I've made
But there’s something about the sun rise (Ever day)
That reminds me of your grace
How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain
As the fog it fades away
There’s something about the sun rise
No matter mountain high, or if it’s valley low
There is no place that your love won’t go
Because you reach for me
Nothing can separate, Oh your love for me
God, I reach to you
Because you changed it all for me
Yea, you gave your all for me
So I will live for you for all eternity
Because you died for me
At the bottom of a bottle in my brokenness
There wasn’t a problem that your love couldn’t fix
There’s something about the sun rise
That reminds me of your grace
How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain
As the fog it fades away
There’s something about the sun rise
You’re always on my mind
You’re always on my mind
You’re always on my mind
You’re always on my mind
I’ll let you wash it all away
Wash away my pain
My regret and my mistakes
Until only you remain
I thank you for the sunrise
I see you in the sunrise
Thank you for the sunrise
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