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Unspeakable

by TruthSeekah

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It’s been a long road, feeling all alone I’ll pack my bag and I’ll head for the highway That leads me through the stars and walk straight through that doorway Down the lonely road I travel (Lonely road) By myself but not alone (I am not alone) As the mystery unravels (Mystery) Seems I’m a long way far from home (I am a far from home) Misfits and mediums teaching mystical concepts I've been having dreams and visions of when the gods wept Close your eyes, sit in silence, start to reflect Awake at sunrise; work my magic until the sun sets Help me understand the mysteries like an oracle Daily in my scripture the Bible is metaphorical Astrotheology, as above, so it is below. Nebula of Orion, starseed with a golden glow Kundalini arises when I meditate And speak on ancient knowledge like the books of Micah Dank Down the lonely road I travel (Lonely road) By myself but not alone (I am not alone) As the mystery unravels (Mystery) Seems I’m a long way far from home (I am a far from home) Spirituality is very natural to me Came out of religion because there was too many casualties Heal the sick and raise the dead and now the blind see Then get confronted by the Pharisees and Sadducees. Never found my place within this world, it is not my home I know you're different too, so I had to put it in a song People like to party, get sedated until they’re long gone Me I hunt for UFOS and film em with my cell phone Others having dreams and memories of a different life A fallen angel with another chance to get it right Down the lonely road I travel (Lonely road) By myself but not alone (I am not alone) As the mystery unravels (Mystery) Seems I’m a long way far from home (I am a far from home) There so much to say, there’s so much to explain But I don’t know if the world is ready (Maybe the world is not ready) But I’ll try if you will let me (I’ll try if you will let me) There so much to say, there’s so much to explain But I don’t know if the world is ready (Maybe the world is not ready) But I’ll try if you will let me (I’ll try if you will let me) Laughed at and ridiculed, played the part of the fool It almost killed me but my magic’s breaking all the rules Listen up and listen well or throw it down a wishing well We came from the stars, each one with a story to tell, yea My father knows me well My souls is not for sale I’ll pack my bag and I’ll head for the highway That leads me through the stars and walk straight through that doorway
2.
One thing I ask, and the one thing I need Tell me that everything will be alright That everything will be just fine In my darkest hour (You’re right there) You’re my strong tower (You’re right there) At the end of my rope when I thought it was over You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder All I really even want within my life is to bring you honor In this moment God I promise to be vulnerable and honest But I still hear voices that call me a failure And haunted memories bid me to take my life I can’t handle the weight from all of these devils on my shoulder And the alcohol, why can’t I seem to stay sober? Because my father he gave me this cursed disorder This painful addiction will never be the death of me I will never ever let the shadow of in the valley be my controller In the days of my youth I once let the dark side take over But a light it will shine and the sun will arise Igniting the sky as da light is breaking through In my darkest hour (You’re right there) You’re my strong tower (You’re right there) At the end of my rope when I thought it was over You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder In my darkest hour In my In my darkest time I would look upon da clock while it ran by Never knew a God on standby Possessed by 6 on a landslide Locked in the box with my hands tied Pumping murder through the mind while they heard a might I might become so they tried to make a man die Tormented night and day and I could not find reprieve Til I underwent an exorcism in 03 And I fell to hell in a deep dark well in a spell I was upside down Heard a whisper telling me to call out now So I gasped and I tried but I wheezed when I breathed I screamed but the words just wouldn’t come out J..ee..ss…usss White light came down through da pit So much peace so much love can you all feel it? I was saved and engraved with Tzadik righteousness on my head God came and he grabbed me up outta hell And brought me back from the dead My darkest hour In my darkest hour (You’re right there) You’re my strong tower (You’re right there) At the end of my rope when I thought it was over You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder Sometimes I feel like you’re so far away And sometimes I feel like I’m right beside you My darkness falls when you step in the room My love for you is unspeakable But let me count the ways, Let me count the ways Let me try to saying what I’m trying to say I love you, I love you…. I love you. In my darkest hour (You’re right there) You’re my strong tower (You’re right there) At the end of my rope when I thought it was over You lifted me up and held me on your shoulder I’ve never been here before, I don’t know where I’m going If you lead me, I’ll follow I will follow you to the edge of the world One thing I ask, and the one thing I need Tell me that everything will be alright That everything will be just fine
3.
Why must I always stumble? Don’t let my kingdom crumble A hope from above gave me a reason to love So many times I might fall But still I’m not alone Stumbling down, but I know A hope from above gave me a reason to love Distant voices in the night of the angels but also demons Some devils dwell in the darkness plot murder, constantly scheming Dark Entities looking for me bring messages while I'm sleeping In the shadows they lurk in the day Until they visit you while you're dreaming In my mind was all but broken and fractured, fallen to pieces Living life Without a meaning left my energy was depleted My enemy had me tripping and thinking I was defeated But the one thing he forgot is that I believe in Jesus He's an ever present help always on time and shows up right when I need him At the end of my rope I was hopeless, yet for a season Things ain't what they seem and the psyche can be deceiving He brought healing to in my pain and gave mercy I'll never leave him Through adversity found my purpose, unworthy, heart of a servant Given a second chance so I give him all of my worship My Service is unto God don't deserve it I didn't earn it My burden he overturned it and pardoned my guilty verdict (Dear God) Why must I always stumble? Don’t let my kingdom crumble A hope from above gave me a reason to love So many times I might fall But still I’m not alone Stumbling down, but I know A hope from above gave me a reason to love Sin if it's lurking surly will find you What was behind now walking beside you Enter the truth and exit denial Daily you're stuck in a violent cycle Ascended knowledge deep in the bible Jacob's ladder downward spiral The Garden of Eden ancient arrival The Land of Egypt following idols God of Elijah part of a triune Heaven within then hell outside you Now the messiah here to guide you Heavenly watchers here to try you All part of a divine Tribune Designed to teach and fine tune Ignite the fire consume Shine bright refine at high noon Ignore the words the wicked I hear em chatter Daily command my demons, speak loud as I see em scatter. Victory is mine and I know that I’ve won the battle As the rider on the white horse is seated upon his saddle, yea yea yea Why must I always stumble? Don’t let my kingdom crumble A hope from above gave me a reason to love So many times I might fall But still I’m not alone Stumbling down, but I know A hope from above gave me a reason to love Holy Spirit your love for me is irresistible (And I feel it now) Jesus my knight in shining armor you came and saved the day When there was no way and Sometimes feel broken but never abandoned Sometimes forgotten but never once forsaken Walk hand in hand yea you and I will fly away into the sky We’ll fly away into the sky (Into the sky) Into the sky, yea Why must I always stumble? Don’t let my kingdom crumble A hope from above gave me a reason to love So many times I might fall But still I’m not alone Stumbling down, but I know A hope from above gave me a reason to love
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I've tried to wash it all away, but the memory remains Of my regret, so many mistakes, from the choices that I've made But there’s something about the sun rise (Ever day) That reminds me of your grace How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain As the fog it fades away There’s something about the sun rise Feel I’m a drifter who's drifting much further from the shore My mind is brought to strange places, sometimes when I get bored Ghost of the past they still haunt me and I can’t take no more Repeating the visions of my father walking out the door Sometimes I hate myself or at least I hate what I've become Then I look around I start to see I'm not the only one God I ask you to finish the work that you've begun And please hear my prayer because God l right now I feel so numb But I know emotions lie and one day that they are bound to change So I won't be bullied by the demons of my yesterday Here in this moment, the one thing that I very got to say Please heal my pain or at least give me some novacane I've tried to wash it all away, but the memory remains Of my regret, so many mistakes, from the choices that I've made But there’s something about the sun rise (Ever day) That reminds me of your grace How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain As the fog it fades away There’s something about the sun rise When I hopeless you picked up the pieces I had broken All in my emotions, you Gave me vision and kept me focused I will never be quiet, you brought me peace in my dark psychosis I will never keep silent, I'll speak your name at moment’s notice You lift my head up and shine your light on me Within your presence, we'll live eternally I’ll never ever take it for granted No no, No no You’ve never abandoned your faithfulness. But who am I in the presence of your majesty? With all that I am I'll testify of your love for me (You love for me) I've tried to wash it all away, but the memory remains Of my regret, so many mistakes, from the choices that I've made But there’s something about the sun rise (Ever day) That reminds me of your grace How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain As the fog it fades away There’s something about the sun rise No matter mountain high, or if it’s valley low There is no place that your love won’t go Because you reach for me Nothing can separate, Oh your love for me God, I reach to you Because you changed it all for me Yea, you gave your all for me So I will live for you for all eternity Because you died for me At the bottom of a bottle in my brokenness There wasn’t a problem that your love couldn’t fix There’s something about the sun rise That reminds me of your grace How it helps me see the blue skies through the rain As the fog it fades away There’s something about the sun rise You’re always on my mind You’re always on my mind You’re always on my mind You’re always on my mind I’ll let you wash it all away Wash away my pain My regret and my mistakes Until only you remain I thank you for the sunrise I see you in the sunrise Thank you for the sunrise

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New album by TruthSeekah! "Unspeakable" produced by ZenJ_Beatz.

"This is the most vulnerable and emotional music I've ever released to date. I know it's going to take people on a journey and stir something deep within the listener. I teamed up with ZenJ_Beatz for this record, and it's the first time I've been able to help create the music for my album. This project has taken so long to put out because I've been obsessing over each lyric, snare and melody. I can happily say that this project will be remembered as one of my most profound".

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released August 1, 2023

produced by ZenJ_Beatz

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TruthSeekah Mobile, Alabama

Derek “TruthSeekah” Grosskurth is a Hip Hop artist whose knowledge about esoteric and spiritual subjects are infused throughout the medium of music and lyricism. TruthSeekah pioneers a new sound with rhythmic, mystic Hip Hop beats while staying true to the Southern flows that he has been known to produce. Influenced by the work of Manly P Hall. Jordan Maxwell, Santos Bonacci and Michael Tsarion. ... more

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